Unfortunately with some break ups you will never get the closure you desire. I had an ex with whom we broke up mutually, but afterwards he would send me awful texts saying very mean things. He also spent over $1000 of my money on drugs and prostitutes. I had to block him, for my own sake.

In a perfect world we would get to say the things we want to say, and be apologized to for their behaviour, but it is not a perfect world. Sometimes, no matter how painful, we have to move forward and accept that closure will not happen.