Hi,
I'm new to the Depression forum, though Depression has been part of my life for a long time, along with anxiety. I just started a new job that is proving overwhelming to me and I'm not sure I'll be able to hack it. In fact, I'm sure I'll fail. I feel like, while I'm not there yet, that ending it is inevitable for me. I think that this job, this world is too much for me too handle. I realize this could be the anxiety talking. I feel like when I talk about SI, my psychologist who I have seen for 2 years, doesn't really address it. So I've stopped bringing it up. He sees me as more successful than I feel because I got thru a challenging grad program and into a good career. But i give myself 2 months before I get fired and I can't live with the shame of having spent 100,000 on school for a career that I can't even do. I feel really down. And really anxious. Thanks for letting me vent.
Lola