really high anxiety today.

so, thism orning I got an email asking if on monday (this monday), soeone can come and see me and talk my move to this new place in febuary (remember I got evicted)

well, it took me ages to respond because I don't want to know the day (i sort of do, but knowing it will increase my anxiety) as their are other issues to deal with such as strange people/ agoraphobia

but I eventually wrote back agreeing to see them monday afternoon

I just..... hope i've made the right decision.

and I can cope with the outcome