Hi Sweetangel, I have to agree with Cthomas, you are young, you have your whole life to find the one who will be right for you. Even other teens who do not have bipolar go through several different boyfriends before they find one that is worth having a relationship with. Concentrate on keeping yourself happy and well and the rest will fall into place when the time is right. I can understand feeling alone, I am 33 and married for 11 years and there are still points in my life where I still feel lonely. I wish you much happiness Love, Jen