Been feeling restless today .. like I can’t sit still. Ugh it’s irritating !! I don’t have any anti-anxiety meds because the clinic I go to won’t fill my prescription for Ativan even though its the only thing I’ve tried that works. I’ve tried Buspar, Hydroxyzine, and Gapabentin but none of them ever helped. So I have to wait until the 22nd to see my pdoc and see if he will push the prescription through. I doubt he will.. he will probably tell me to keep trying the Hydroxyzine.. but it’s been a few months that I’ve been on it and it doesn’t work 😑😑