I know my thoughts are irrational .. and that it’s probably not true but it feels like it’s going to happen or is happening. I was just switched to Risperdal so hopefully that helps put these thoughts in check soon.

My thoughts are thinking that people could see me through the phone when I talk to them .. so that made working at a call center unbelievably uncomfortable. (I had to quit) Another one is that people in posters can see me in real life. And that if I say certain words I’m going to be recorded by the government. Sometimes I feel like the TV is watching me .. it’s irritating to think like this. The thoughts come and go, sometimes I’m fine other times in a paranoid mess.

How often do you guys experience paranoid thoughts? Mine happen to flare up every few weeks or so ..