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Originally Posted by golden_eve
TY so much. 
It's doubly painful when being engaged to the person and when that engagement is broken off. I have wanted to get married and find my life partner for years... it's been my true heart's desire, and finally, I thought I found him. Boy, was I ever wrong. The pain of this ending and of the realities has been immense. And yes, along comes anger with it. At myself for falling for it all, and at him for being deceitful. |
I am sorry golden_eye but even though this has been a difficult loss, you avoided what could have been years of being trapped with a man that would have dragged you down with him while he continued to give into this disease and it would have cost you maybe some good years of your life where you could be looking for someone healthier that you can actually count on to enjoy your life with.
It is better to not be married and wish you were than to be married and wish you weren't.