hi 90mph
i also am glad you'll be getting trained help, i know it helped me very much... i have faith that soon you'll be looking on the bright side again ...
i felt a need to answer your question regarding Higher Power..
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for those of you who believe in a higher power, why did "God" allow things like this to happen to me?
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I believe God has a great gift for you... the first, was the lkife you have.. but there is more.... the trials youve had are hard to endure..
i share that with you....
i believe God has been preparing you to recieve yet more gifts...
i believe that at times, i couldnt have seen the beauty if not for the stormy weather...
i see how you would question... ive done plenty myself.... all i can say, is faith has pulled me thru....
sending prayers and kind wishes....