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Old Jan 12, 2018, 10:02 PM
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Originally Posted by winterblues17 View Post
Generally I get embarrassed by myself when I start getting anxious in there, I start to worry I'm not making much sense and my shaking etc is noticeable. She's always reacted well when I do get into that state, but I do get embarrassed by those moments I've had and probably will have.
I get embarrassed when I'm having a panic attack in there, too. It happened for the first time with T a few weeks ago, when I'd locked myself out of my house and had to take a cab to the appointment, which is really anxiety-inducing for me. I was all panicky and sobbing at the same time. T asked what generally helped to calm down, like if breathing exercises helped. I said sometimes, but mostly what I want to do if I'm panicking is hide somewhere. He offered me the bathroom that's mainly just for other clinicians, so I hid in there for a couple minutes while I got myself together.

I've also panicked in front of ex-T, marriage counselor, and a former p-doc (when she was pushing an intensive outpatient program to me).
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