i didnt mean to offend anyone earlier about the use of meds... i know some of you require them and i have used them but not since '05 ..

im not sure i would have recovered as far as i think i have without them...

and i still dont understand scientology, but if i met one i'd probably meet someone i could like, and even if it took some trying, a great friendship would be worth the effort..

thats the me i want to be.... in real life there's frictions and i just skip the little stuff... and try to smile...