so I was cleaning and this thought popped in. For a lack of better words to explain, Does the Host, Adult mind whatever you are in your system, express the uncomfortable feelings and thoughts that bring shame, or guilt through alters or are those feelings , thoughts of the alter just that because of the dissociative barriers?

i feel at times that i the most adult mind could never express certain emotions or thoughts to T and wonder if I am through alters, even if i dont consciously feel or think that particular way? and of course that is the dissociative aspect. but i know many alters feel and think seprately from each other and may even be stuck in the past.

Hope this makes sense. just having a hard time coming to terms with my current situation