I’m still here, I haven’t been replying much (I’m sorry .. I guess I haven’t had much to say)

I was told on another forum that everyone has problems. .....

I’m fully aware of this!

I try to be considerate of others, I don’t go into someone’s thread and accuse them of “seeking attention” even if, rarely, I privately think this may be the case.

I don’t pick out someone to preach to.

I don’t go into someone’s thread and take my bad day or depression or anger out on them.

I rarely post about my severe SU ideation,

Sometimes, I wonder why I’m still on this planet. It bites.

I don’t have many benzos and this is no picnic.

I’m sorry for the whine/rant. I can’t get any useful help from doctors. I have CPTSD from them