Today was an emotional rollercoaster. I went to work after being sick with a cold, and I had a really bad headache, but I suspect that was mostly from anxiety. I was so relieved to have my therapy visit with my pdoc. It had been way overdue. I talked to her about my concerns about Seroquel and feeling like I need a break from being on a high dose. She was able to see that I am in a worst spot emotionally then I have been in a while, mainly because of the very high level of anxiety and grief and loss issues. It might sound strange that a pdoc would lower my medication based on her observation that I am not in a good spot, but she did so in order to relieve me from the heavy sedation that I have been experiencing. All my other meds we are keeping the same. I like how she really listens to my needs and doesn't automatically up my meds without my input. Since I am other high-dose meds, I don't think the lower dose of Seroquel will be bad as of now. We always adjust my Seroquel. Klonopin helped me after my session with her today, since I had been a mess from crying so much and tensing up. I am glad it's the weekend though.

I hope you all have a good weekend and hugs to all.