talked to the boss friday... i got the job i just having trouble with getting ID from DMV cause my learners permit expired in december...

****...

i just ****ing hate this planet and all the **** ive been through... im so tired god *****

case manager warned me... was scared for me... said several times its because i have PTSD and she just didnt want things to get worse for me.. but im going to ****ing make things better if i have to take it

hoping i can take birth certificate and expired ids in and talk to him about how im working on getting photo id... i cant take it anymore... im at breaking point if i dont do something soon...

i was so happy, now i just wanna die again... so tired of going UP and falling like a ***** down...