Thank you all, I really appreciate your compassion for me. Your words are so sweet and so friendly that I would like there were more people like you in this world for example, I wanted my parents to be as sensitive as you are!!
I know that it's good for me to be out of my house, but as you understand it's not easy, because even if I am not so young, my parents want me to tell them everything I do when I'm out and I can't tolerate this! Moreover, growing up without their love and their understanding made me become a person without self-confidence I think I'm not able to do anything good and I'm frightened to try to do everything I think that anything I try to do it will be a failure.
In these conditions I can't build a life I love and I don't know what to do - I don't know where to start
I envy other people, they seem so determined, with no fears at all, they know what they want and they know what they want to do. I would like to be like them.
As you asked, I specified I live in the US because it didn't let me continue my registration without this information, so I wrote Memphis because I love Elvis Presley but I am South European
Thank you again for your kind words, I appreciate them so much