Thanks for all of the replies! It sounds like there are a lot of mixed views and feelings about it except for when the therapist blatantly messes up.
I’m hesitant to accept my Ts offer, but at the same time, I don’t know that I have another option. I’m not in a good place to just miss a month of therapy, and I definitely can’t afford it. I just hate feeling like I owe him and we’re not equals anymore.