it started off like a movie, where harvey weinstein won some award for whatever he does (directs?), and the entire audience stayed silent and didn't clap for him, you know bc he's a creep. then it turned into drew's home, and she is terrified beyond belief because he has been raping her for years. he somehow comes up through this trap door in her floor in her bedroom and takes her to his house. at some point,this becomes me. i live in constant fear. i have a younger sister, who i find out years later was also abused by him. this goes on for a long time until he gets caught and arrested. time goes forward, and i leave for college, and am ready to leave this town and never come back. i don't make it very long in college, because i am constantly triggered as i have only shoved all the abuse to the back of my brain. i can't function at school, and go to this live in rehab place specifically for sexually abused kids. i stay there for years, and at first it is awful and i am angry and violent and don't want to be there or deal with what happened to me. eventually it gets better, and i get stronger and become sort of a leader within the community. then one day my sister shows up, even angrier and more violent than i was when i showed up. it takes her a long time too, but she does come around, and we have a close relationship again.