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Originally Posted by Medusax
HI!!!!!
I was an outcast in school and I remember all the slights and insults and pranks as well. I don't think about them all the time, but I can recall them in quite perfect detail effortlessly when I see/hear/feel something that takes me back to those days. I too am very mistrustful, standoffish, and solitary. However, I am not the meek little mouse I was. In fact, I am almost ready for battle every time I see someone walking in my general direction. It hasn't done me a bit of harm and I wouldn't want it any other way. The people who are in my life are the only ones I need.  |
Same here! I was an outcast too and I don't miss high school at all. I miss college life, but not high school. Yes I had some problems in college, but nothing like it was in high school. I am the same way in terms of remembering things. I don't think about it all the time but when I do, I remember it in such perfect detail. And yes, I am no longer the naive person I used to be. I take the blame for that. That was my fault that I was so trusting back then. That is why I changed. I had to change to prevent myself from being hurt that way again and yes I am always ready for someone to do something to me again. I am more solitary and keep to myself a lot now. This is one of the many instances that caused me to have trust issues with others.