Thanks everybody - I’ve never felt more alone and that’s saying a lot. I like life through it all and I just want to be okay. I hope people who have somebody really appreciate them - someday they may be your savior. Peace and into the quiet I go.....really I do have a good sense of humor 😎😎😎 Oh yeah I called my doctor like three times because I mistake of taking Advil last night - I didn’t do it intentionally I just forgot. I’m hoping everything is okay but I may have ****ed up. Thanks