It’s impossible not to beat myself when I make a mistake. I make mistakes literally all the time every day of my life, and every second I’m awake I live in anxiety over when I will make my next mistake because I hate being so stupid and such a ***** and it kills me so much. I literally can’t do anything right I have no skills or attributes or any hobbies because I’m a literal piece of human ****… You name it and I suck at it and I’ll beat myself for it. I can’t ever crack an egg when I’m cooking so I beat myself for that. I suck at typing this all out so I’m going to beat myself for this, I forget to charge my phone before I go to work and have no power, so I’ll beat myself for that. And the only reason I’m typing all this out is because I am so alone and have no friends! I’m such a lonely pathetic loser all I do all day is sit at my computer and cry and beat myself and wish I had someone and I hate not having a girlfriend like every other person it makes me a freaking lesser person in the eyes of everyone in the world and I punch myself in the face for being born such a disgusting worthless loser! I don’t have a single friend because I’m a ****ing piece of **** who deserves to get beat every day of his life. I cry every day and honestly, I just want to die but I’m too much of a ***** to do it so I beat myself for that too