I️ do this all the time. I️ think mine goes a bit deeper. I️ refuse to be associated with my former self. My former self was an unhygienic lazy slob who ate uncontrollably and was gaining huge amount of weight, refused to work and did nothing but read books

Now it’s like I️ have such bad negative memories I’ve changed into a different person or something. I️ take 20 minute showers daily, I️ average 10,00 steps a day, lost most of the weight, eat 1,250 calories a day, work several days a week, and am repulsed at the sight of a book.

I️ don’t know what this change in personality is about, but I️ think it’s going to stick considering I’ve been this way for 2 years.

My former self sickens me. I’m so glad I️ changed.

Btw, I️ often think people befriend me out of pity. There’s this one guy at work who is always nice to me. I’ll often feel like people at work feel sorry for me. No idea why though. I️ meet my 30 boxes an hour quota when they don’t and managers praise me and don’t praise them. So I’m probably just assuming they feel sorry for me. My mom tells me people are not that focused on me.