I'm in recovery mode for C-PTSD, and am gaining a lot of ground in creating a meaningful life and nurturing new, quality friendships. My marriage is supportive and loving, and our kids are thriving. But the persistent problem I am mystified about is this strong need for attachment, affection and love beyond what I have (which is plenty). How can I work to overcome this drive to fulfill a gap in ages 0-10 that makes no sense today? A trusted friend is moving far away in a few months, and it has upset me more than I expected...I wasn't even aware how much I valued this stable and kind work relationship. So, I think I attached without even knowing it. Is that wrong? Normal? Will there ever be a way to fill this void?