Grief is really getting in the way of things.....my mind is constantly on the person that I miss. When my mind isn't on him, it's on my health issues or just about things related to self-esteem problems. These thoughts sometimes lead to really intense anger directed towards myself.

I always seem to have a doctor's appointment. I went to the doctor today and luckily my EKG and everything else was fine. I just need some blood work. I hope there isn't going to be much snow this week.