I feel the same way. Every since I became a Buddhist it's become harder and harder for me to eat meat. I still do though and I feel horrible about it. I eventually want to be a vegetarian but it's going to be a slow process since I love chicken and a good steak every now and again. However, I do say a silent thank you for the animal giving up it's life to support me and that makes me feel a little better. But I feel where you're coming from.