I recently watched a new season of a show I really enjoy and I prefer it over my own life and I keep imagining myself there and having my own character there and I think about it all the time and when I imagine said world I imagine characters in that world to be my parents over my actual patents and I like my parents in the other world more and it's really weird and I don't know if this is connected but I also love my mother but I don't love my mother at the same time. I don't know if this weird or common.