I am in my 20's and I have been living with my boyfriend for three years. Like most relationships it started off well but soon became rocky and unsetteling. There has been so much drama with police. He has hurt me (puncheding,scratching. One time i was walking down the stairs and he grabbed my food making me trip. It is such a typical abusive scenario.. I know i should just leave but its SO HARD to let go. Hes so nice and loving when we arent fighting and treats me so well. Then all of a sudden things will turn... I love him... But i know i need to leave and it KILLS me ... My anxiety is full blast 100% every morning contemplating the situation. I even went on stress leave from work... Im sooo scared to be alone. Its the worst feeling ever. My anxiety is out of control. Is anyone going through this.. Has anyone had to just get up and leave a toxic relationship??