Oh no, this is not gobbly gook to me. I'm pretty-much angry at everything & everybody all of the time. But especially at myself. I can't say as I know where it all comes from. But almost uncontrollable anger has been with me for a very long time.

I read, in one of the articles in PsychCentral's archives, that anger stems from anxiety. And I certainly have, & have had, lots of that throughout my life. I never really had any friends though. And I'm almost thoroughly reclusive now. So I've never really had any friends to lose.