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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
Oh no, this is not gobbly gook to me.  I'm pretty-much angry at everything & everybody all of the time. But especially at myself.  I can't say as I know where it all comes from. But almost uncontrollable anger has been with me for a very long time. 
I read, in one of the articles in PsychCentral's archives, that anger stems from anxiety. And I certainly have, & have had, lots of that throughout my life.  I never really had any friends though. And I'm almost thoroughly reclusive now. So I've never really had any friends to lose.  |
I take your words to heart Skeezyks. They mean alot to me and I find you quite insightful so maybe our inner experiences of the inner and outer world are not so different. I didn't make the connection with anxiety but that is the trigger for my anger. I feel a rush of anxiety associated with not feeling any control, everything is out of control and then I get angry and feel like I'm in control again if only for a little while. Then the cycle starts again.
Maybe you and I will become online friends?
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Originally Posted by Pookyl
No it’s not gobbly gook. I don’t really display rage outwardly though. I become really cold, the ultimate ice queen.
Most of my anger starts out as anxiety about having no control.
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That is a salient point again. Your comment really made it clear what a main trigger for my anger is: anxiety.