I wasn't aware I had PTSD until I started opening up to my therapist and pdoc literally about a month or two ago .. I was telling them about all the stuff that happened when I was a kid and how it still bugs me on a daily to weekly basis. I was diagnosed with chronic PTSD. It's the nightmares and random flashbacks that tipped them off. I've tried Minipress for the nightmares but it lowered my blood pressure too much. So I just have to deal with them. I moved away since most of my triggers are in my hometown .. but I will have to move back soon and I'm worried that my PTSD will start flaring up even more.