I’ve left a toxic abusive relationship too.

Yes it was hard, but soooooo worth it.

Two things to remember logically (simply because you’re thinking emotionally)

1: being alone sucks, but it won’t kill you... whereas staying with your bf could actually kill you (psychologically, emotionally and physically)

2; The longer you stay with him, the less opportunity you have to meet someone worthy of you...

Value yourself, have faith in yourself, and give yourself some credit.

Times like these we have to think with our heads, not our hearts.