Today, I had my final session with my current T. This came about due to me leaving town. It is far from ideal, leaving T behind. I feel we still had a lot of work to do and we had just started getting through a few walls of mine.

It's been 18 months with her. A lot has happened in my life during this period. T has been there for it all, and has helped me find ways forward.

I'm not good with emotions, I don't often feel. I am numb to this. But saying goodbye, I thought I would feel. I donno, I just wanted somewhere to post, someone to tell. I know the feels are headed my way, I'm just waiting for them to hit me