Moods have been very up and down lately, finally thought my meds had stabilized but I guess not dropped out of post secondary after the fall semester, still living at home with the parents and likely starting a job soon as a dishwasher. Feeling very hopeless about my life, not suicidal or anything luckily, just hopeless because when I get manic I make quick, destructive decisions and I feel like I'll never be able to work a better job. Anyone else ever feel like this?