Hi, I’m new around here, and I came to hopefully get some answers. Whenever I’m alone, I constantly think about suicide to the point where it’s hard to do anything else but lay in bed and try to sleep it off. It keeps me up at night, and the only time I’m happy is when I’m around other people. I’ve never seen myself living even into my thirties, but I’ve been really happy at work and in my new relationship, so I’m trying to get some help to get through this. Seeing a real therapist is out of the question, so please don’t suggest it. What is wrong with me?