As written in the title, my moods have been fine for a while. I haven't even had much, if any, anxiety. But why do I still feel like I'm not fully functional?
I've been on disability for years. I try to add more responsibilities in my life, but find that as I add more, something gets forgotten/neglected. It's hard for me to multitask, which is something I felt I did well years ago before the worst of my illness struck, though hubby says I did forget things simetimes. Is it the illness? But nowadays I forget kind of small, but crucial things, despite being home and having very few major responsibilities. I won't give examples, but I'll say that I'm glad I never became a mother.
I don't sleep all day, nor am I tired in the daytime, but my mind seems to only be able to focus on a couple things max at a time. I definitely don't have ADHD. I do think it is an issue stemming from my bipolar disorder and/or my medications. If the latter, that would be a shame. My moods are so good, and honestly, I can't see lowering my meds much further.
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