Hi Desoxyn
I like the way you express yourself. It felt like I was reading some deep literature that I had to keep reading to take it all in. I was thinking you must be a writer. I’m supposed to be journaling as part of therapy, but the words won’t even come to me.
I think it’s a healthy start, getting it on paper.
True, we all have our struggles. I always used to ask my daughter to smile. Only because when she was smiling, I felt like all was good in our home. I heard that it’s not good to ask people to smile. I understand that. I don’t like it when someone says that to me, because I don’t like my smile. It’s usually at work to impress the customers about how happy we are to work for them.
There is so much pain. Tony Robbins says that we can use that pain to grow stronger. If you have Netflix, that was a very good documentary. ‘I am not your Guru’
I wish I could find better words to give you a sense of well-being. Maybe you will find the words for yourself. Sending best thoughts.
Sans