Well, I just had the best weekend of my life. I spent it with people I love so much and that I was missing terribly, and for those of you who really know me you probably figured out it was sara and mandy. I got to go back to crossroads (my summer camp that I am in love with) but my point is that i had the most fantastic weeked. On the way there though my mom had called me and yelled at me about having a messy room so I was fully expecting to come home to my mom yelling at me. She didnt though.. I went upstairs and she cleaned my room for me and hung up all my clena clothes. She did a bit too much and i kind of dont like some of what she did but it is way better then being yelled at. So I got to talk to my mom about my weekend and showed her pictures and she really seemed intrested in my whole spiritual side of the weekend etc. Then she told me some sad news... my cousing Jaccob died. My Uncle, his dad had died back in september only. Jaccob was only 24. I feel so guily that i was having such a great time while he died...
I also feel sort of scared because i have some heart problems and he died of a heart attack they think. I was freaking out but my mom told me not to worry because i am at the hospital all the time for check ups but i cant help but worry now and feel sad for a lost life. I know everything EVERYTHING happend for a reason that only God can understand sometimes but i am still sad.
pray for my family if you want to..