Hey Twisty that is really rough getting fired from a job you were good at, these things can knock our confidence. Sounds like you are doing all you can to get a job, you can't influence employers not responding - and January is a tough time for seeking work, definitely a case for some self-compassion!
Starry, I admire how you are listening to your emotions and working out strategies such a journaling to help - and snowshoeing sounds interesting!