I self diagnosed myself with derealization and depersonalization whenever I explain to a doctor or a friend they just give me this puzzled expression.
I feel confused all the time and I keep forgetting where I am what I'm doing its like my brain is in this fog and I don't even recognize my own voice or face.
I've had people tell me to "get over it" or they roll their eyes at me annoyed.
I don't feel attached to this world I feel like I'm just watching and it's driving me insane, I don't know if I'm dying if I have a brain tumor or what's going on. I'm just mentally not here and I just want to be connected again.
Everything is so numb and bright this world makes no sense neither do I, and no one seems to understand I just get this look like I'm crazy.
I just want people to understand this unreal feeling and be a little bit more senestive towards people with Dr, Dp and other dissociative disorders.
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