Welcome back to PsychCentral! (By the way, I'm 69!)  Hopefully coming back here to PC can provide you with some of the relief you seek. Here are links to some articles from PsychCentral's archives on the subject of C-PTSD:
https://psychcentral.com/lib/a-step-...ing-of-c-ptsd/
https://psychcentral.com/lib/the-uni...-complex-ptsd/
https://psychcentral.com/blog/comple...d-to-recovery/
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