A lonely one here too.
Days pass by, I withdraw myself and avoid people by not going to the university. This isn't any good for my studies, but other people, they make me sick. It is very difficult to explain, I'm lonely and I kind of do not want to feel so lonely, but at the same time nobody interests me, there is no point in anything.
A month ago, a friend I knew for 12 years told me she doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I think it was mostly because of my selfish behaviour when I was off my meds. I am not sure why she left me, but I know that my behaviour wasn't acceptable.

It seems so dark. For some moments it seems darker than most of the time, and that's when I feel like I'm really sinking. But I have been trying to tell myself that I've been in darker places before, that this isn't the darkest one. I really hope this won't become any of those darkest ones.

So you're not alone feeling lonely. If you ever need to talk to somebody, you can talk to me, if you want to.

Hugs.