Guys, I’m a wreck. And I can honestly understand if you guys all judge me for this, but I’ve been struggling with a certain behavior and I feel so so ashamed about it. Like I honestly hate myself for this, and yet I can’t get myself to stop. I feel nautious all the time for how guilty I feel but the behavior has become addictive. I don’t know what to do because I’m afraid if I tell T, she will get freaked out and abandon me. At the same time, my behavior is triggering the hell out of me on top of being wrong. I am not sure if I technically fall into the category of “stalker”, because I can still control it somewhat. I just have these compulsions that happens every so often where I wait for someone where I know they will be just to catch a glimpse of them and maybe find out more information about them. I want to clarify that I’m not doing this towards my T, someone else. It definitely does not feel like I’m dangerous or anything like that, I just can’t stop the obsession with doing this behavior. It’s been happening for awhile and has not turned into anything more, but I’m terribly afraid my T will be freaked out by it, especially if she knew who the person was. Any advice?