Dear R,

6 days till exam number 2 and I'm scared. The anxiety is creeping back in and the line "Some people have real problems" plays in my head. My brother is also unwell and I'm worried about him too. I tried to be like you but it was so hard to be calm when he's telling me things like "he didn't know why he was even alive anymore". There's so much sadness in him as well and there's nothing I can do to help him.

I just want you, but I won't email.