squa..its such a see saw of emotions...I did end up tracking him down..and the last 3 days?

Still a rollercoaster...You are doing and feeling the same way I am..I have issues with my b/f due to crack/cocaine..

it totally changes him..I continuously ask him not to call me when he is on it cause it agitates me so much...I asked him to leave my house 7 months ago after being together for 4 years...I asked him to leave because my son had to come stay here..and they butted heads...plus my son knew he did drugs and didn't like him...

He didn't stop using drugs..so before my house got out of control with anger...I asked him to leave...but iI feel like you do..