I have been in a polyfidelity relationship for 4 months, with my long-term girlfriend and recent boyfriend.
Last night we all had a deep chat about depression and such.
I have been struggling with it for many weeks now, I told them I could barely find a reason to keep living and to get out of bed.
However all they seemed to care about was sex - naturally my sex drive was dead.
There are rules in our relationship that no one can be left out of such activities, and they did just that, right next to me after I had told them I was depressed.
After I was clearly mad, my girlfriend stormed out as she always did in these situations, she always tries to play the victim.

I feel they're not taking my depression seriously...or respecting my feelings, its been like this for a long time. Everytime I speak of an issue, she plays the victim.
I feel for my own good I should break it off, but I have so much in common with them that I'm afraid what I'll do if I break up.
Please give me advice...I'm so lost.