Glad to hear you are going to sleep on it.
I can understand you are tempted to ride the beast. The thing is, when your brain is that open- fully turned on, you have a neural propagation depth that is beyond anything normal. I can see why you would want that, but remember a couple thing- mania does feel good for many (most) people. Even though you are intelligent, and even though you can control it to some degree- the risk is really too high. Any hurdles that comes into the equation at that speed -small or big- can make you fall so hard you may not rise again.
It's not something to play with. People don't go racing with formula1 cars on the streets in full speed. The car is in an environment capable to handle the speed, they can control every twist and turn.

You can't ride the stallion in every day life without risking your health or other peoples health. Thing can happen. Or something new can fall into the equation, your incredible neural propagation depth can be disturbed, and then it can become dangerous really fast. Problem is: in that speed the odds for being able to control it is starting to fade. It is not a given that you can stop it fast enough with medication, nor that you see the problem. In that speed you might just add things happening to the equation, and then everything will be calculated wrong.

I would never do that again, I have promised my close ones that I will never do that, unless in a controlled environment, for the purpose of science to figure out what is going on in the brain scientifically. Lol, and I don't see that happening any soon

Don't do it, please stay safe.