I used to have so very few of my Xanax that I never took them on time. I needed them so bad so I tried to save the few I was allowed to, so it became the opposite situation. It made my panic attacks come much more often because I saved the pills. And it is much harder to stop than prevent an attack. Meaning I needed more pills compared to prevented it. I got really frustrated with that situation.

Somewhere along the lines I was allowed daily usage. It is actually oddly connected to me having so few at first, it made me more worried because I couldn't have more panic attacks than the pills allowed me to. If I had been allowed a little more and a little more lax to use them, but still not enough to take daily, I don't think I would've been so high anxiety that I needed them more often.

It's dang complicated.