My husband left yesterday and on his way to NJ he stopped at his friends house. He was telling his friend the problems I've been having and apparently his friend has the same issues and he has chron's. I have another appt with my GP on tuesday so will bring that up with them, cause god damn I am sick of eating salad.

Other than that feeling slightly overwhelmed. 11 months is a long time and I already miss my husband. I want to crawl under the covers and sleep for 11 months. I hate bothering people when I feel like crap, like I don't deserve support.