Wow that is intense. It actually caught me off guard reading the dialogue that your PDoc said that. It seems like he was very pleased with himself that his therapy plan for you was working, and had no clue you might not view it the same way. It was like a quick role reversal. He seemed to be seeking affirmation and validation from you, and just didnt factor in not getting it. I think this was a truly human moment and his feelings were hurt and he accidentally let his therapist costume fall off. I agree with what you said. My T will push me for horrific memories even when I need to go to work and give me boatloads of empathy and kudos for trusting him, a male T, and in the next breath be like time's up c ya wouldn't want to be ya. Yes, if there was an apolocalpse, that wouldn't be covered in the boundaries.
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