I went to see a counselor at my college for the first time ever. I have to say, it kinda sucks. She pretty much just sat down, took her notebook out and said "well, talk about it". And mostly just nodded and wrote stuff down the whole time.

When I told her I didn't know why some things in my past happened, she kept pressing it. When I truthfully said I didn't know what to say (which was a couple times), she just stared at me. I said I didn't know what I wanted out of it, she stared, so I made something up (kinda basic stuff). I was a little annoyed.

There was no guidance, which is what I was afraid of. I filled out a questionnaire/paperwork before meeting her and everything (it was LONG), but she didn't even use it. Some things I said, I thought were important, but she didn't even write it down. It just sucked.

Anyway, she's apparently just an intern, so not shocking. Maybe that's how it normally is though. I'm working on getting tested for other things from some specialists. Idk. Whatever happens.