I haven't posted here in a while. I might not be on here much anymore. I honestly don't know what to post here anymore. But I'd like to thank everyone who has been supporting me here, and I also want to wish everyone, especially the people who have helped me...

I might be back soon you never know, but right now I'll just have to try ignoring things like this... and spending as little time with this as possible. It's unhealthy for me to dwell, I think, and although I probably should face my emotions much better than I am now, I think one main cause for more excessive sadness, would be that I was forced to face them, I know that's not the cause, but I also know it made things worse. It feels a step back in a way to try to ignore these things, and to try to become more closed off from being more open. At the same time I will try to get out more with friends, to open up in different ways in the hope that I can get better in some way...

I wish everyone the best of luck with all things, and thank you for everything.